The beginning is always the hardest! :D *smile*
I came back from Melaka for holiday, went home and meet all those people in Ipoh. Most of the kids ask me “Betsy how old are you now?” I answered, “20 years old”. They respond, “Waa! So big already!” Hahaha..I can’t help myself laughing, and seeing those kids makes me realize, “Time passed by so fast, they grown up and wonderfully” J
Well... even though I’m 20 and going to be 21 in about 6 months, I have a thought that, this year, this month, this moment is just a BEGINNING OF MY REAL LIFE as an young adult J I said so because well... for the first time in my life, I have been experienced non-stop problem attack and every time those problem come and enter my life, I felt so down like going to give up! But something happen is that every time I was about to give up, solution is coming over and kill those problem! This thing has always happen since I came back for sem break. I know it’s real hurt to handle that problem, but it actually remind me to be thankful in life. J
Recently, I have became so stress that I felt like, “I want to get out of here!” So I plan to travel alone to Cameron Highlands, and so I made it up. There I spend my time with my former art teacher and my friends. It was fun and most of the time I meet new people with different life story and we share our story together, I’ve got a lot of new thing that been learned throughout my journey,
One of the people I meet is 65 years old man. He told me that “You should love and respect your parent, my child. I have 5 children and I love them all, I can take care of them, change their diapers, be there and gives them comfort, feed them, send them to school and now they all are married and became successful in life. Bu you see... I’m now left alone; none of 5 of them can take care of me now.” That really makes me realize, how can one person can take care of 5 people, while none of those 5 people are able to take care of their dad?
And then I came back home to Ipoh, I can’t help myself but thinking about my problem again, it’s really annoying! Felt like crying but I hold my tears so I will keep strong. A t first, those problem always bring me down, killing me. After a few times, I felt like this is stupid! I know it’s hard but I got to be strong no matter what. So I relax my mind and suddenly thought has changed me.
I realized that if I don’t think too much about those problem and ignore it, it will lose and I will win. Is that... I’ve already neutralize it and those problem became part of my life that I should life with. Somehow... it has strengthen me by all those trials and temptations J
Well... not much to say, but remember, DON’T EVER GIVE UP! THE BEGINNING IS ALWAYS THE HARDEST! “)
